trying to find my way if not myself
SO I know you all are tired of my biotchin of a certain guy friend. well funny part is after hmmm what tues mornin 2am?? who texts who first?? HIM! of course near 1am this morning when im trying to sleep..."You call nobody?". Thats what he sent. dont know what it means nor care bc im not responding be proud...but that leads me to why im saying this story...
SCHOOL IS KICKING MY BUTT!! Im glad I have this laptop becuase not only can i be writing an email to you but im finally in a coffee shop being all cool like all those other starbuck groovers...WHEEE!!! but Im just freaking out about my work because its been keeping me busy. Creativity is hard...its not somthing as Gwen Stephanie once "that you can turn on and off". But when it does come? its amazing! Hopefully I can get to that amzing part like now so I can stop freaking out about my classes.
Packaging: Pretty much what Im doing is what a firm does in a group yet I have to do a years process in about 4 weeks. Shoot me now. This teacher just talks and makes you do everything! Which isnt bad because Im the type to throw the manual away and play til it works (which I don't think will quite work for my tv right now so im leaving the vcr alone!). Yet he doesn't quite help you push yourself in the correct direction. Can't wait for the testingphase when Ill grab a little kid and say HERE try to break this and see how fast they do! hahahaha!
Exhibits: Grpahic design goes into many field like packaging now in interior/arcitechture desig. I have to build a 30x50 square feet exhibit a a fake convention for a real convention. And I have to do 3 images of 2 side views and a 3/4 view...I hate details when it comes to math but Graphic design is making me use it...UGH!! I barely know how to convert a percentage to a decimal...let along work with 3-d demensions!! But im working on it and striving...I can't wait to see what ill do with my design...think thinking thinking but the feng shuy (however you spell it) is out the window...especially when there's no door to start with...
Info design : That man is a social democrat and admitted it and ive been tryin to figure out what he was for the past ten months!! Each class is very political and scary. yes the government lies (he was in the time of watergate, vietnam, and the government lying and USA found out...so he's paranoid). what else is knew? greed is running everything. Tell me something I dont know. He just talks and another class you have to figure out on your own but at least with me he's willing to pick on me and make me learn something. Which Im ok with becuase he normally gives me a good grade....but He's just confusing..so I just try to figure it out on my own. yet he doesnt say much when I do. he just says im frustrating but so is he. so i guess we're even
thats whats going on so far...my weekend is very hectic...my boss called me "f*in stupid" again because she no one else to blame but herself...oh well...but guess who got BIG tips when I took certain tables byself?? ME! But thats what you get working with sum pyscho old asian chick. pay is good...just ignore her and june will come sooner than i think!!
(with that that note that I amin a coffee shop...I was suppose to meet my proffsor for scad help but that didnt work out now im like too scared to go up to him and be like hey yea im here...can we talk now? but he brought along another falculty member so im like...ugh...saddness its always like that! but I can say it out of glee i love teacher student crushes...they are soo fuckin cute so that means im finding myself cute...and making myself laugh as i write this...im such a dork/geek/ LOSER!! but seriously if you understood me this is just too fun...and ill be going into work in a semi good mood...damn cold...i like it but its cold. its like an energy spike you just cant quite explain. but it makes you smile)
another side note....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! im scream out of the pure joy that he makes me swoon only because he's him. happyness...i just talked to him...hahahah! so I have to look pretty for tuesday took...wheee!!
SCHOOL IS KICKING MY BUTT!! Im glad I have this laptop becuase not only can i be writing an email to you but im finally in a coffee shop being all cool like all those other starbuck groovers...WHEEE!!! but Im just freaking out about my work because its been keeping me busy. Creativity is hard...its not somthing as Gwen Stephanie once "that you can turn on and off". But when it does come? its amazing! Hopefully I can get to that amzing part like now so I can stop freaking out about my classes.
Packaging: Pretty much what Im doing is what a firm does in a group yet I have to do a years process in about 4 weeks. Shoot me now. This teacher just talks and makes you do everything! Which isnt bad because Im the type to throw the manual away and play til it works (which I don't think will quite work for my tv right now so im leaving the vcr alone!). Yet he doesn't quite help you push yourself in the correct direction. Can't wait for the testingphase when Ill grab a little kid and say HERE try to break this and see how fast they do! hahahaha!
Exhibits: Grpahic design goes into many field like packaging now in interior/arcitechture desig. I have to build a 30x50 square feet exhibit a a fake convention for a real convention. And I have to do 3 images of 2 side views and a 3/4 view...I hate details when it comes to math but Graphic design is making me use it...UGH!! I barely know how to convert a percentage to a decimal...let along work with 3-d demensions!! But im working on it and striving...I can't wait to see what ill do with my design...think thinking thinking but the feng shuy (however you spell it) is out the window...especially when there's no door to start with...
Info design : That man is a social democrat and admitted it and ive been tryin to figure out what he was for the past ten months!! Each class is very political and scary. yes the government lies (he was in the time of watergate, vietnam, and the government lying and USA found out...so he's paranoid). what else is knew? greed is running everything. Tell me something I dont know. He just talks and another class you have to figure out on your own but at least with me he's willing to pick on me and make me learn something. Which Im ok with becuase he normally gives me a good grade....but He's just confusing..so I just try to figure it out on my own. yet he doesnt say much when I do. he just says im frustrating but so is he. so i guess we're even
thats whats going on so far...my weekend is very hectic...my boss called me "f*in stupid" again because she no one else to blame but herself...oh well...but guess who got BIG tips when I took certain tables byself?? ME! But thats what you get working with sum pyscho old asian chick. pay is good...just ignore her and june will come sooner than i think!!
(with that that note that I amin a coffee shop...I was suppose to meet my proffsor for scad help but that didnt work out now im like too scared to go up to him and be like hey yea im here...can we talk now? but he brought along another falculty member so im like...ugh...saddness its always like that! but I can say it out of glee i love teacher student crushes...they are soo fuckin cute so that means im finding myself cute...and making myself laugh as i write this...im such a dork/geek/ LOSER!! but seriously if you understood me this is just too fun...and ill be going into work in a semi good mood...damn cold...i like it but its cold. its like an energy spike you just cant quite explain. but it makes you smile)
another side note....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! im scream out of the pure joy that he makes me swoon only because he's him. happyness...i just talked to him...hahahah! so I have to look pretty for tuesday took...wheee!!