Im not angry anymore
What we say out of anger sometimes we really dont mean...yet in the end it is a fragment of the real truth.
yet i can honestly say that i believe if he heard my case and actually HAD some logic he would be like "ok i can see where she's coming from"....yet ive bent over backward for this kid and all he can keep saying is how im constantly fucking up when im like...so apperently me just breathing pisses you off?? WTF!!??
im just confused more than anything.one day i hate you one day i miss you another day i just dont have any feelings at all...
if only u knew what i thoguht of you...or how most see you when given the chance...you cant say one thing and not expect ppl to follow. or i mean if they do hell dont get pissed when they do!!
I didnt have time to deal with certain mood shit he had...so dealing with the rules was better...i could just keep on going and deal with school thinking he would be haooy with the way i lived.
I must of hurt him...but what he doesnt realize he REALLY hurt me to...heres sumone trying to be there for him all the time but apperently at the same time wasnt allowed too...
things could have worked out but once again commitment issues...
i didnt need much just the idea...im that ez lol! stupid boy.. not like he could have afforded me anyways lmfao!!
i just liked to make him smile thats all.
yet i can honestly say that i believe if he heard my case and actually HAD some logic he would be like "ok i can see where she's coming from"....yet ive bent over backward for this kid and all he can keep saying is how im constantly fucking up when im like...so apperently me just breathing pisses you off?? WTF!!??
im just confused more than anything.one day i hate you one day i miss you another day i just dont have any feelings at all...
if only u knew what i thoguht of you...or how most see you when given the chance...you cant say one thing and not expect ppl to follow. or i mean if they do hell dont get pissed when they do!!
I didnt have time to deal with certain mood shit he had...so dealing with the rules was better...i could just keep on going and deal with school thinking he would be haooy with the way i lived.
I must of hurt him...but what he doesnt realize he REALLY hurt me to...heres sumone trying to be there for him all the time but apperently at the same time wasnt allowed too...
things could have worked out but once again commitment issues...
i didnt need much just the idea...im that ez lol! stupid boy.. not like he could have afforded me anyways lmfao!!
i just liked to make him smile thats all.