Pure Crap
My life is so strange yet thrilling. I have no idea what is to come, but the outlook is not very good. I know I should be happy I am out of high school. I am going to college. I found a job. I have awesome friends and then there is something missing. A peice of my soul. IT makes me feel weak and I feel as if I am going to faint. I stare into th mirrior thinking what is it that I need to stop this pain and I can't put my fingure on it. I sat in the yard and looked up at the stars tonight. I wished upon them hoping they grant me something anything that will fill this black whole inside of me. Am I like this because there is a god and he is punishing me because I am wrongful and sinful? Or is it just because I want some peanut butter and jelly. hell I have no idea i just want it to stop.
Good Night
Kate
Good Night
Kate