Feb 07, 2006 23:52
well it is a bit late. but better later than never at all.
i kind of feel bad for posting this but not really...we never write anything down that we don't want someone to really see.....so since i have been writing and creating so much lately i don't know where to pour everything out to so i figure here for the very few who decide to read and are interested that i am still alive...
Mr. Sinister is my proverbial medium sized monster. I don't know what to say except he has not stayed one night away from me since December 24th 2005...and at that point I only officially met him on December 19th 2005. He was an unexpected Christmas gift. He does so much WITH me. It's amazing and scary. He is manipulative and charming and that is scary too. Sometimes I am almost positive he is another form of retribution for all of my misdeeds....but I am a glutton for the agony obviously.
We will see what happens. I am not doubting anything but I am going along with the no hope equals no fear policy...so focus on the now...