weird mood
wow lots of strange feelings all at once...mostly i feel overwhelmed..mr sinister is in the kitchen cleaning since he cooked me chicken fajita nachos; which is a nice change. i spent the whole weekend kind of in a sleeping daze since i decided not to go to PA....which is a completely other wretched entry on its own...
i want things to get moving. i don't want to live here anymore and take care of mike. i love mike but it is so damned hard to get up and take care of another person every single day plus juggle your own life and its problems...
school is an escape aside from mr sinister...and he well fuck it i can't really talk about it here....i can say that he shares alot of things with me...he stays up late and drinks wine and burns candles with me and i just...i'm taking home to meet my dad..and i hope my dad likes him...
i want things to get moving. i don't want to live here anymore and take care of mike. i love mike but it is so damned hard to get up and take care of another person every single day plus juggle your own life and its problems...
school is an escape aside from mr sinister...and he well fuck it i can't really talk about it here....i can say that he shares alot of things with me...he stays up late and drinks wine and burns candles with me and i just...i'm taking home to meet my dad..and i hope my dad likes him...