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I now know why my dad has been so on edge, working like a fiend, and almost kicked me out of the house last night...
It's almost certain he has to go in for surgery for his back again.
I'm really scared for him. He has a bunch of rods, screws, plates and all sorts of fun stuff lodged in there... and it might be loose. He's having a hard time walking, sitting, standing... moving in general. It's making his legs go numb. And it's scary to think of my dad being laid up in bed for 6 weeks after surgery. My dad isn't one to sit there and do nothing. He's always doing something... and the thought of seeing him just lay there isn't something I like.
Other than that drama, I found out from my mom that he was serious about kicking me out of the house. The way he put it, it seemed like he may have been joking, but I guess he was super mad at me last night, and when he said I could go buy my own car and support myself... I thought it was a joke. It wasn't. I asked my mom this morning, and she said he was serious, and that if I handed over car keys and my cell phone... that's all I'd have to do and I'd be out. I tried figuring out a way to make it work, but the most money I can make while still in school isn't enough with my current job. If I find a job that pays better and is still flexible, I'm set. And I'm gone. And I'll be seein' you fuckers later. But I did some figuring, and the most I can make is around $800/month still going to school. And that's not a whole lot. That's nothing. I would be absolutley broke. That's not gonna fly. So I'll continue to live here, and be treated like I'm 12. Yippee.
By the way, my muffler is loose on my car. Dunno why. I think that's it anyway. There's a clunking noise in back. Who wants to check it out for me? I'm car stupid...
It's almost certain he has to go in for surgery for his back again.
I'm really scared for him. He has a bunch of rods, screws, plates and all sorts of fun stuff lodged in there... and it might be loose. He's having a hard time walking, sitting, standing... moving in general. It's making his legs go numb. And it's scary to think of my dad being laid up in bed for 6 weeks after surgery. My dad isn't one to sit there and do nothing. He's always doing something... and the thought of seeing him just lay there isn't something I like.
Other than that drama, I found out from my mom that he was serious about kicking me out of the house. The way he put it, it seemed like he may have been joking, but I guess he was super mad at me last night, and when he said I could go buy my own car and support myself... I thought it was a joke. It wasn't. I asked my mom this morning, and she said he was serious, and that if I handed over car keys and my cell phone... that's all I'd have to do and I'd be out. I tried figuring out a way to make it work, but the most money I can make while still in school isn't enough with my current job. If I find a job that pays better and is still flexible, I'm set. And I'm gone. And I'll be seein' you fuckers later. But I did some figuring, and the most I can make is around $800/month still going to school. And that's not a whole lot. That's nothing. I would be absolutley broke. That's not gonna fly. So I'll continue to live here, and be treated like I'm 12. Yippee.
By the way, my muffler is loose on my car. Dunno why. I think that's it anyway. There's a clunking noise in back. Who wants to check it out for me? I'm car stupid...