windowrain
It amazes me how the weather outside can affect me so deeply even if I don't leave my apartment. It's as if I can feel the weather as soon as I wake up, without looking outside. I'm sitting here at my desk, writing and looking outside and the rain is beautiful on the window, dripping and rolling, distorting the playground and grass into a swirl of colors. It's so pretty. I don't know why rain depresses anyone. It's juicy, it smells good, tastes good, and it makes a sound that could relax anyone into a peaceful sleep. Too bad the rain can't distort everything into one big colorful mess! I'm going back to work tomorrow, which is wonderful and scary at the same time. Everyine there is jagged, childish, full of hate, and sad. At least I have a ton of kick ass shows to go to in October! Ani, Bitch, Le Tigre, Gravy Train ,i know there's more than that...mmm brownies...