Mar 05, 2004 13:11
I guess the first thing I wanna do is thank choking victim for kicking so much ass and whenever I'm down and worried for some reason songs about shooting kids, doing drugs, and stealing seem to cheer me up. Like on the drive to school today I was upset over a number of things but hearing the lines 'and when there is no hope, I smoke some crack I shoot some dope' haha don't ask, just know that five finger discount is the best song to drive to at night.
I think I've really matured as a person, shit talking doesn't get to me nearly as much as it used to. Everytime I hear well so and so told so and so that your an ass, to me all I hear is so and so is a huge pussy and can't say it to your face because they have no courage or sense of self. Apparently now being 'real' means being an asshole, I guess I missed that memo. So whatever people can keep being and asshole and talk shit about me behind my back, just know that I'm not gonna return the favor and you'll see I'm not the one with the problem. If you have a problem with me or something I stand for bring it, but you obviously can't so your opion of me is meaningless. Thats your lesson for today kids, screw what other people think and say about you. I know people talk shit about me and curse my name and wish for horrible things to happen to me but thats their problem and I'm not gonna let it get to me, I'm just gonna throw my hood up and keep marchin' to the crack rock steady beat.
I overslept because I didn't have to drive bobby and ryan to school so I walked into class late and the teacher and the rest of the english class were talking about the passion of christ and that some how segwayed into gay marriage talk. Two topics I'm kinda tired of hearing about so I just put my head down and closed my eyes and listed to people argue over and over again. I'm not gonna try to start a contraversy over the gay marriage thing, but I serisouly don't see what harm it will have on our society but thats just me. Then they started talking about christianity and what not thats when I really tuned out, I heard enough of those discussions, haha I thought I'd be getting away from those too but I guess not. It kinda made me think though when people ask me what religion I am...I don't know how to answer. I guess I'd say athiest but not in a negative sense. I just follow my own religion I guess and its laws go as follows: don't be an asshole, don't be greedy, and respect other people's opions even if you don't agree with them. But its actually been a pretty good day, and it will get better tonight. Well I guess thats all I have for you kids right now so uhh...no matter how hard we try, we all fall down!