Another useless post to pass time.
I'm trying to find some good albums to download. Today I have found some but when I try to do the google pirating the file isn't found on the computer or is for macs so it won't fuckin' play. I hope Hex; Or Printing in the Infernal Method works. Earth is great. I love listening to them on the train with Ben. I just want to hold him. He doesn't think he makes me happy or deserves me but he does. It sounds stupid, but I want to spend forever with him. He's one of the only people that understands me completely, and will take my shit.
I miss my friends too. I rarely see them. I feel distant from civilazion.
I sometimes think about how my life is going to work out. Maybe I should start planning ahead and not wait for things to fall into place. Usually they do, but I don't want to just wait for things to work out and end up struggling. I want to get out of here. I want to live in the city. I want to support myself and feel successful and like I'm worth something.
I miss my friends too. I rarely see them. I feel distant from civilazion.
I sometimes think about how my life is going to work out. Maybe I should start planning ahead and not wait for things to fall into place. Usually they do, but I don't want to just wait for things to work out and end up struggling. I want to get out of here. I want to live in the city. I want to support myself and feel successful and like I'm worth something.