May 08, 2006 12:22
So, I quit.
My physics grade is basically fucked beyond reason. Do I care? I think I might, but I am not entirely sure.
I didn't understand most of it to begin with, so it has basically be a lost cause since the start.
I am leaving for my final in 25 minutes and I am completely unprepared.
What do I think about that, you ask?
well...I am not sure yet. I still could...in the clutch...pull off a miracle. The test could be the easiest of them all and I could pass (meaning a C) with flying colors.
But, I could also ABSO-fucking-LUTELY bomb, rendering my grade a D. Which may or may not mean that I have to retake it.
However, I can't complain. While I didn't understand this from the get-go, its not like I made any extra effort to get it. No office hours, no asking for help. Just guessing and hoping for the best.
Even if I fuck this class, its not my major so I can't get TOO torn up about it. English is where my focus is. That and being a raging angry feminist.
Maybe that's what i'll do. We went over articles last semester about how the math/science fields are focused on the masculine. They dicourage female success.
...i am a victim of oppression? yes. i am secure in that rationale.
good luck, me.