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Steph's last entry made me sooo depressed. Because Bush is sooo stupid.
So many times each day I look at Ian and I think over and over "God, oh God, I love him so much" and I just can't believe how lucky I am, and a lot of time it's just completely overwhelming. A few times it's been so much that I just burst into tears. Just thinking about it. It just swells up in my chest and out through my eyes cuz I can't hold it in. And it kills me every day, and it's killing me right now, that Bush and his like are trying to completely invalidate my love and Ian's love and going so far as to put it in the Constitution. I mean, God DAMN it, I'm an American, too. And I am a citizen and a patriot. And I love this crappy country. But what's going on today? How can people not see what's being done here to us? I'm a fucking good person, and I love, and I give, and I hurt, and I live, and I work, and I pay Bush's GOD DAMNED SALARY (and yes, I hope God literally does damn that man's fucking money), and I'm completely and utterly dazed by this entire situation. What the hell happened to my rights?
So many times each day I look at Ian and I think over and over "God, oh God, I love him so much" and I just can't believe how lucky I am, and a lot of time it's just completely overwhelming. A few times it's been so much that I just burst into tears. Just thinking about it. It just swells up in my chest and out through my eyes cuz I can't hold it in. And it kills me every day, and it's killing me right now, that Bush and his like are trying to completely invalidate my love and Ian's love and going so far as to put it in the Constitution. I mean, God DAMN it, I'm an American, too. And I am a citizen and a patriot. And I love this crappy country. But what's going on today? How can people not see what's being done here to us? I'm a fucking good person, and I love, and I give, and I hurt, and I live, and I work, and I pay Bush's GOD DAMNED SALARY (and yes, I hope God literally does damn that man's fucking money), and I'm completely and utterly dazed by this entire situation. What the hell happened to my rights?