Late Nights.

[suburbanskyline]

Sometimes I just sit in bed awake. I can't fall asleep. I just sit and think. I don't really think about anything. But i just am so baffled by nothing. I try to think about htings i need to do. But those just get washed away with whatever drink i have. I think about love, about the mess in my room. I think i need to start writing music again. I think one of the problems is not seeing my friends during the week when I am at my dads. Cause my grades will "suffer if i go out on weeknights." I miss all of the people that will read this entry. I miss everyone that went to college but really isnt that far away. I miss two years ago. But I am happy with what is now. I just want it all. love, love love... dont we all. People always tell me to not wish my life away. I think i read on someones myspace , pathetic i know, "Life is what happens when you're busy making plans" I don't know if they thought of that or someone else did. But it maks you think.

enough of mindless babel...

I love my senior year. i love wasting my time in school not learning anything.. I hope that when I get to college i learn something. But it will probably be the same as highschool... workwise. Idont know. You all know better than me. If any of you find yourselves reading this. email me, or get in contact me somehow.. i miss you guys.

My Grand Father is sick. some disease that they made up because they cant figure out wahts wrong.

Summer is hypothetically like 12 weeks away, as far as school goes. 113 days according to my handy dandy countdown widget.

I forgot how much i love pop punk.. and the starting line.

I watched goodwill hunting again tongiht. Except for some reason it meant more than usual.

ha its 302 am. i love it. I love this place i live.