They will never disappoint me.
im no cure for your sadness
im useless and its madness
do what you must
but in my words trust
save yourself (its only teenage)
Sigh, sigh, sigh, and sigh again. I have been listening to Belle & Bebastian non-stop (thinking that every song that is sung is my life in a nutshell), being pissed off and mopey that life doesn't work out the way I want it to. But I suppose that is all I can be - pissed off and mopey- until I "fix" things myself.
I wrote this long, very very long rant yesterday about how I hate myself, and I am so alone, and blah blah blah. But I am not going to post it today because I really don't feel that way anymore. I was crying and crying and it was the first time I really felt the need to pick up the phone and call someone who I knew would be there for me - who would say the right thing (and it really be true and not just pacifying). I called Aisha; she said, "Everyone sucks. You should just kick them in the shins and run away quickly."
Oh yeah... and this amused me. But I don't think anyone but myself can really understand why. :)
Trevor: ur still a rock star
Signe: I am? I never knew I was?
Trevor: come on
Trevor: and think about this
Trevor: I am in Kappa Sig
Trevor: and we call sig
Trevor: so that makes u a groupie or somehitng
Trevor: Eiton watch out
Signe: BA HA HA HA HAHA
Signe: I completely forgot Eitan existed!
Signe: Oh man
Signe: Life is so funny sometimes
Trevor: aint it