I wish i was passionate..
i'm not passionate about anything.
i want to do so much but i dont have enough passion in my life to go all the way with something or make any of it work.
i think thats what you need in life for happpiness. a passion.
i once was, at a young age.
[which wasn't really that long ago. like 4 years maybe]
i was an amazing singer.
i was an amazing writer.
lyrics, stories, poems.
i was damn good, thats from the bottom of my heart.
why? because i knew i had something. because i was inspired and in love and passionate about people and places and everything around me. i wanted to be a musician and i knew i had what it took. it was something i loved that i could use to make a point, to make a difference, to make people happy, to make people feel something.
i can't do any of that now.
something killed me along the way.
it started with writer's block and its slowly been taking over every aspect of my life.
i want to find what it was and overcome it.
i need this. i need this.
i want to do so much but i dont have enough passion in my life to go all the way with something or make any of it work.
i think thats what you need in life for happpiness. a passion.
i once was, at a young age.
[which wasn't really that long ago. like 4 years maybe]
i was an amazing singer.
i was an amazing writer.
lyrics, stories, poems.
i was damn good, thats from the bottom of my heart.
why? because i knew i had something. because i was inspired and in love and passionate about people and places and everything around me. i wanted to be a musician and i knew i had what it took. it was something i loved that i could use to make a point, to make a difference, to make people happy, to make people feel something.
i can't do any of that now.
something killed me along the way.
it started with writer's block and its slowly been taking over every aspect of my life.
i want to find what it was and overcome it.
i need this. i need this.