Unloved...
Another day of this same thing.. it's so weird. I feel like I'm soooo alone. Like no one is ever around... Eric an Rocky are always doin their own thing.. Joels pretty much gone now.. an Brandy is always here for me.. it just is weird. I can't explain it.. I jus wanna be happy. an the only thing that makes me happy is Brandy.. an it seems like i cant see her enough.. i dunno if im just takin things to serious? like.. if im too attatched..? i dont really think so, but people tell me i am.. which i dont give a fuck about.. well.. Eric an Rocky are doin their thing.. an Brandys out wit her homie Amanda, an then her mom tonight.. Bill an my mommas are both at work.. so it looks like another night of sittin here alone an feelin hella depressed an jus thinkin wayyyyyn too much.