Jun 10, 2003 11:00
Ok... normally, my journal entries are not all mushy an expresses a lot of love. Usually you will find a lot of depressed an sad entries, unless you have been readin my journal since a new person has come into my life. I have loved people, an I have been in relationships before.. but the relationship between me and Brandi is one of the best I've ever seen anyone of any age have. I'm hella proud of us... an basically she is the best. She has the greatest personality.. she's down for whatever, anything to make me happy an I do the same for her. We are jus so good together... an I seriously think this could last forever? I really hope at least! Everytime I chill with Brandi, it just doesn't matter... just being with her takes my pain away an makes me feel better.
The only thing that bother me about being this in love with someone.. is jealousy. I can be very jealous over my baby... she's the most important thing to me in my whole life! Like all the shit with Duane.. that's dead now, but when it was going it made me pretty jealous an weird. But, not to dwell on that shit... I'm just saying I love Brandi with everything I have... she is EVERYTHING to me. I'm so happy with our relationship... she is such a smart, funny, great, BEAUTIFUL girl.. an it seriously feels like we were made for each other.. an like I've said, it feels like I have a reason for living now.. it's amazing.. it's just something I've never really been able to experience. But, yeah... enough rambling, I love Brandi Lester with every thing i have to give... an we will be together forever!