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If I haven't already stated it : moving out is currently not an option for me financially. Work hours are too unsteady right now. Some weeks I work 30 and some weeks over 40.
That said. I am a grown ass adult. So shouldn't my choices be my choices. I left the house once this weekend . Yes it was thanksgiving so mandatory I suppose. But after that why on gods green earth should I want to go out. It's Black Friday weekend. It's hell. I'm super introverted and that's a crowd that's going to drain my energy. But everytime the maternal unit says "don't you want to get out of the house this weekend?" I feel I have to go out to avoid the passive aggressive snipes. I can't get it through that I'm happier in my own room than out there spending time with the masses . I'm not bored I'm happy inside. And worse? I know she hates it as much as I do the crowds. But anyway off to go shopping :/