I'm done.
I havnt been this dissapointed in a while. To me dissapointment is the worst feeling in the world. I absolutely hate it when I spend time and energy into something I really want....and it dosnt work out. Dont understand my "criptic" writing? The first guy I've liked since Gabe is not going to work out. I really like him. I was so afraid to get fucked over aagain and I was like wtf, he might be worth it. SO I gave it a try and now I feel stupid. I just want to get fucked up.
This week has been complete shit. I hate school, and my job. I'm so financially unstable I havnt been able to afford groceries in a month. I think I have to drop my math class. I have to "get rid" of my dog by this weeknd.
And now the one thing that I was excitied about isnt there any more. Just like that. Can something good happpen please? Can the world just stop for a minute and let me catch my breathe? I feel like I'm breaking.
I tried to tell my step mom what's going on with me lately and her responce was: Tough. Deal with it. Figure it out.
Real sympathetic.
This week has been complete shit. I hate school, and my job. I'm so financially unstable I havnt been able to afford groceries in a month. I think I have to drop my math class. I have to "get rid" of my dog by this weeknd.
And now the one thing that I was excitied about isnt there any more. Just like that. Can something good happpen please? Can the world just stop for a minute and let me catch my breathe? I feel like I'm breaking.
I tried to tell my step mom what's going on with me lately and her responce was: Tough. Deal with it. Figure it out.
Real sympathetic.