Nov 02, 2006 23:06
so yeah. im thinking about writing in my journal again, because i've been stressed out beyond belief lately, and its good to vent to something. it is kind of hard to type because i have an oblong bandage on the tip of my finger. i ate 3 donuts the other day, does that make me yucka? nah. you only live once, have 3 donuts some time.
i feel like..well...not myself lately. i feel so down and depressed and easily irritated and all. its kind of annoying, but sometimes i cant help but feel sad. i wont go into personal things, cause i dont believe personal deepness should be publicated on the internet for all creeps to read. i think thats why i stopped in the first place...but its nice to have people respond to your thoughts.
people have been bothering the crap out of me lately. i hate when people find the need to just bring someone down to the point where the victim goes home crying and depressed. like..get a life. if you hate someone so bad, then dont talk badly about them every five minutes. makes a lot of sense, doesnt it? am i crazy??
i've been working almost everyday for a while, i'm so exhausted. even though i stayed home from school twice, i always feel so damn tired. i guess its double the crapiness because i'm sick, but god. where has all my energy gone??
i sliced my finger open today, that was exciting. i've never been walked down a hallway, held by the finger. hahaha
oh you know what else is bothering the crap out of me that i feel i can mention without execution? that stupid idiot. no, not chris (haha). why would one feel the need to be an asshole all the time, mess with your mind, be an asshole some more, be nice, then be an asshole some more, and pretend to care about you but not really care and then call you a stupid f-ing bitch? what is wrong with everyone lately. i think some dangerous, hazardous chemicals have been exposed to our lungs.
RUN AWAY!
i feel like i have no life, because i have spent 15 minutes pressing plastic keys.
i need a shower. and to wrap up my finger in fun gooey stuff and bandages. i guess thats all for tonight, my wrists are shaking and its bothering me. this was fun. :)
bye bye