May 28, 2005 20:45
sam is in rehab in north mississippi . she'll be there for a long time. im so sad. you know how you never fully appreciate someone until they're gone? thats how i feel now. i just want to call and talk to her but i cant. i wanna go hang out with her and tell her that jakes an idiot but i cant. i feel like ill never see her again. i cant help but cry as i write this bc i miss her so much. god sam why dont you want to get better? i love you so much and all i want is for you to be happy . my heart hurts for you so much i just want to hug to tell you that i love you and that ill always be here for you. so many words. its all in my letter to you. god sam - get better , come home ....i miss you