Here we go.

[subtlesabotage]

Thanks so much for all of the well wishes and such. I still feel horrible but the pain killers will keep me sane enough. The nurse on my friend's list suggests I drink lots of vodka with the pain meds and if I hadn't taken a drinking hiatus..I just might have done it. If the vomiting doesn't stop by tomorrow I may or may not go back..I don't know

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[badfae]

Haha...red. Very appropriate! I have to constantly stop myself from buying everything in either red, black, or both, and that used to be pretty much the only colors my closet contained.

"Gracious" is nice. I like that.

I never remember to log on to MSN, but, when I do, it's usually because I'm thinking that I should check to see if you're on and/or make myself available in case you are.

Regarding children...well...hmm. I haven't completely discounted the idea, but, right now, it's hard for me to imagine really wanting to anytime soon (if ever). It's hard to explain...

I take parenting quite seriously, and I want to make sure I'm ready, willing, and able to make the kinds of sacrifices and to take on the responsibilities that come with raising a child before I have one. I know me, and, if I'm not ready...well...I'm afraid I'd resent it somewhere down the line, you know? Right now, it just feels like it would be taking too much of my identity away to become so-and-so's mom...but I also recognize that, as the work-in-progress that I am, I may feel differently about it in the future, and so I'm still open to the idea.

I've also got an oddball, unpredictable reproductive system, so (even though it might seem paranoid), I am kind of mentally preparing myself for the worst-case-scenario that it may either be difficult for me to conceive/carry to term, or downright impossible.

I will have to listen to that song; I'm not as familiar with The Cure's music as I'd like to be :-P

[subtlesabotage]

I totally expected that answer regarding children. You are a very wise woman indeed.

[badfae]

Why, thank you...*blush*