the things I've done are way too shameful

[subtleresidue]

the disconnect is overwhelming now

william burns, what have you done to me?

a confession.

I can't stop because
well
it's awful

IT'S. AWFUL. !

it's not that I think he's that great
shhhhh that's horrible
he is great

but it's just that
well
he likes me so much

and
well
guys I enjoy rarely like me so much

so it's just
well

FUCK

is that convoluted or what?

jesus, I'm fucked up sometimes.

errrrrrrr. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

I just want to be friends.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

jesus fucking CHRIST I'm sorry.