Oct 30, 2006 21:39
today = the day from hell
anyone who knows me knows that i am a very optimistic person,
but i just can't seem to have a good day today.
big stressors can intensify the little ones, ya know?
i'm not doing very well in classes.
i've been sick for the past few weeks.
it's colder outside, and windier, and that always gets me down for some reason.
some friends won't talk to me.
random people are being total jerks for no reason.
i can't seem to meet any interesting people that seem interested in talking back to me.
i get hungry at random times, then when it's time to eat, i can't.
i started to see things that weren't there earlier today.
i've been compulsively binge drinking several nights a week for a while now [which isn't my style at all].
i'm having paycheck issues with the housing department.
i've been to 2 printers today trying to get this paper printed, and both ended up jamming when i printed on them.
facebook disabled my account.
i've made commitments that i can't keep.
i'm running out of time to sleep, and when i lay down i'm so stressed that i just lay there for a long time.
i miss my friends.
i miss my family.
i just want to go home.