"i like you in this"
it's been season after season of growth for me. i'm thankful for the lessons learned in my previous relationship - i know now to guard my boundaries and practice loving without self-abandonment. it was tough and i felt like i was ripped apart. but i had faith that this heart can get through anything. and yet, i find myself thrusted into a new season of growth without space for breath to be taken. this one's beautiful but short-lived. i know it'll hurt once he's gone. i never meant for the men i meet to be employed as tools for self-sabotage. yet here we are.
and im honestly quite tired.