im so close to being done with my Diploma in Couseling Psychology. we had our final role-play assessment this morning that ive been fretting over the past month. i reckon it's sort of a good thing that i was fucking anxious right before and dreaded it so much i considered being a chicken and not turn up. maybe because of that worrying beforehand, i was pretty calm during the 10 minute session. i definitely didnt do all that well in terms of my questioning but at least i didnt freak out or have a major breakdown or anything so that's always good right. (Y)
what else is there to update about my oh-so-boring life hmm.. im awaiting pictures from Val from the other day at Kaitlyn's party. it's too bad the kids were suddenly all so shy. wishful thinking on my part thinking that i'd get to play with them and all that. the adults were anticipating that i'd bring a boy, hopefully my boyfriend, to the party but i brought Val. Kaitlyn's mom gave me 'the look' when we said hi. haha.
well it's yet another long weekend and i thought it'd be a pretty nice weekend to hang out with people but. sigh. i really need to stop anticipating for good times it's making me dread life and all its disappointments really. it's fucking depressing. regarding the general elections, i am, unfortunately, rather apathetic towards. my ban account is drying up i dont think i can afford Europe anymore. im still praying for my University posting results. i have a group assignment due in 2 weeks. i want to dance. work has become a routine but there's so much to do- kids' portfolios and moving the stuff around preschool around and everything. im sick of feeling tired.
my life feels so bare. i feel so void and empty inside but i. dont. know. why.