Fucking ADHD
This year started off great me going to every class and me making good grades and turning in all my work, but its changed ive skipped somthing like 8 classes already, I hate it its all because im fucking tooo scared to write a goddam poem for english cuz Im adhd its tooo much when i look at doing it sooo i run away from it i can do anything else but not english projects. I am totally capable of being a very intelligent person, i choose not too because i dont want to but forth the effort, I get bored i cant sit still for 5 minutes, my adhd makes me squirm/ move/ get up/ talk / do anything except my work. I fucking hate it i would do anything in the world not to be ADHD and not have to take a goddam pill to be able to do my school work its embarassing. I cant help being loud, obnoxious, and doing wierd stuff it all comes with the fucking disorder i just wish i was normal, i cant do anything and i fucking hate it. I may look happy all the time but its just a fucking show my medicine puts on for me i do nothing its all the medicine. Without it i wouldnt get shit done FUCK............ GO THE FUCK AWAY ADHD