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i need a change. i need everything to change. for the first time in as long as i can remember, i just wish everything would change. ironically, this is the exact opposite of what i've wanted since high school started. but everyone's changing, and i'm changing. and i'm willing, maybe even eager, to accept it now. this summer was the best time i'd had in a while and then it ended and everything slowly got more complicated and went downhill. that's what it seems like anyway. tension built up over time and its finally coming out. i feel like i'm losing friends i've had for so long and i hate it. some of us realize that this a such a stupid thing to ruin friendships over, some of us don't. some of us just need to grow up.
so other than that, my day was boring. drivers ed sucks. midterms suck. english sucks too, and that's supposed to be one of my best classes. i'm so stressed out.
i think i just broke one of my resolutions. sorry.
anyone want to hang out on friday?
so other than that, my day was boring. drivers ed sucks. midterms suck. english sucks too, and that's supposed to be one of my best classes. i'm so stressed out.
i think i just broke one of my resolutions. sorry.
anyone want to hang out on friday?