sorry if you think your too above me to read this...

Jan 10, 2005 20:33

w/e im not in the mood for starting more drama or any of that shit. I just want to say I think everyone should back off from everyone. War isent fun. I don’t even care whos right and whos wrong…probably because there is no RIGHT way and no WRONG way. Everybody has a little blame in everything.

Im sorry about this whole thing were in right now. I don’t know how it started or who started it but I don’t even care. Im sorry if after 14 years of knowing me you suddenly decide that im GAY now. Theres really nothing I can do about that if that’s the way you feel. But im not going to let a lifetime friendship go down the shithole without even attempting to save it. Im sorry if you think ive been ignoring you the past few months, or if you think im a bad friend now…I don’t really see how ive been but I guess thats all based on vantage points. You’ve said I changed…your probably right. I dunno if it’s a better or worse change…but its there and I cant UNchange myself…whatever events that happened in my life to make me how I am today…I cant undo them. So this is me. If you don’t want to be friends with me anymore, hey, that’s up to you. I cant change your mind on that. but at least I know I tried.

That comment you left me was flat out mean and uncalled for. If you were pissed at me for something, you shouldve just talked to me or punched me in the face or something, not leave some stupid anonymous comment out of spite. That’s just gay and immature.

Whatever im not really expecting this post to change or fix anything, but at least the weight isn’t on my shoulder now.
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