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Annoyed. Lonely. Tired. Hungry. Bored.
Amazingly enough, I'm staying sane despite every single one of my bi-polar 'warning signs' being in the red.
I'm already annoyed with Steele, cause apparently he told a bunch of people he was only rooming with me because I asked him to, when the truth is we've already spent a lot of time hanging out and having fun.
I'm lonely because nobody comes to fucking visit me even though I keep on asking. Don't tell me you're coming to visit and then not show up, like I won't fucking notice. And no matter how many times I put myself out there, everyone ignores me. And there's a few people I'm really pissed at, supposed "friends" who I thought I was tight as shit with, but apparently they're better off without me. Fuck that.
I'm tired, because every night it seems like I'm going to bed later and later because something comes up last minute.
I'm hungry because I have nobody to go with me to the caf -- ever, so I've resigned myself to rice bowls and soup for meals.
I'm bored because when I do have time to kill, it's usually spent alone and repetitive.
And I'm bitching a lot, but at least it's only on the internet and not at innocent bystanders.
It's funny how one person can literally destroy you.
Amazingly enough, I'm staying sane despite every single one of my bi-polar 'warning signs' being in the red.
I'm already annoyed with Steele, cause apparently he told a bunch of people he was only rooming with me because I asked him to, when the truth is we've already spent a lot of time hanging out and having fun.
I'm lonely because nobody comes to fucking visit me even though I keep on asking. Don't tell me you're coming to visit and then not show up, like I won't fucking notice. And no matter how many times I put myself out there, everyone ignores me. And there's a few people I'm really pissed at, supposed "friends" who I thought I was tight as shit with, but apparently they're better off without me. Fuck that.
I'm tired, because every night it seems like I'm going to bed later and later because something comes up last minute.
I'm hungry because I have nobody to go with me to the caf -- ever, so I've resigned myself to rice bowls and soup for meals.
I'm bored because when I do have time to kill, it's usually spent alone and repetitive.
And I'm bitching a lot, but at least it's only on the internet and not at innocent bystanders.
It's funny how one person can literally destroy you.