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went to my first two classes, came back to the room.
went to lunch. it really wasn't the same.
i stared at the back of someone's head the entire time.
i should have been staring at her.
skipped class. i wasn't about to talk to courtney about her.
i wouldn't have known what to say.
i took a nap.
it lasted three and a half hours.
i dreampt of her, and woke up holding my pillow.
i pushed it away, realizing how futile my thoughts were.
then i posted this on lj.
went to lunch. it really wasn't the same.
i stared at the back of someone's head the entire time.
i should have been staring at her.
skipped class. i wasn't about to talk to courtney about her.
i wouldn't have known what to say.
i took a nap.
it lasted three and a half hours.
i dreampt of her, and woke up holding my pillow.
i pushed it away, realizing how futile my thoughts were.
then i posted this on lj.