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R.I.P. Peter Lopez
my Grandpa passed away on Saturday night. It's so incredibly sad. I broke down in tears on Saturday when I heard. My mom and I got a call saying he was doing really badly. We got in the car and headed towards Auburn to see him in the hospital and say good-bye. Of course Auburn is 3 hours away and we didn't make it in time. I miss him so much. We were very close. So many things I can recall about him. He had one of those personalities that everyone loved. My aunt said even the nurses were crying when they heard the news because they all loved him so much. He taught me how to drive. He hated cats, and yet, he loved little Pearl. His black Pearl he would call her. We went to see my grandma today. She isn't doing well at all. They were married for 55 years. They anniversary would have been on the 29th of this month. Mason had promised to take them to Cache Creek because they love to gamble. My dad and his wife were there. That was a little strange.
I'm doing a lot better today than I was yesterday.
I'm not fully grasping the concept of him being gone. I still feel like I'm going to see him again everytime I go to grandma's. It's a weird feeling...denial.