[Her voice is small... timid... worried. Her brother seemed... disturbed yet again. Just one more thing that seemed to be going right over her head. How pitiful. Why... did it feel like her brother was going further and further away from her...? And she didn't understand any of it.]
[It's... probably a lot like she feels now.] Sometimes there are things that we are powerless to stop, and we have to live with that. There are many things I cannot do. But if I blamed myself for all the things I could not do, I would give up and stop trying.
[Those words unintentionally strike a nerve in him and he just simply shakes his head. If only Ada understood the entirety of the situation he knew things might be different but he could never try to explain to her something so horrible]
I just... It's hard to fight when you feel like you hardly even know yourself anymore..
[Her voice is small... timid... worried. Her brother seemed... disturbed yet again. Just one more thing that seemed to be going right over her head. How pitiful. Why... did it feel like her brother was going further and further away from her...? And she didn't understand any of it.]
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A-Ada!
I... Are you alright?
[He was more focused on her than his own mindset honestly.]
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[That wasn't even a question. He was the one acting strange again.]
Are you...?
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I did something horrible, Ada..
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[No matter what it was... she would not look at him any differently. She told herself that.]
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I let my guard down and... someone attacked Leo through me.
I think... I think I might have killed him..
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[It's painful to hear. But the things that hurts her the most... is that her brother is ready to blame himself.]
...but it wasn't you.
[She knows. She believes. She would never believe that Oz would do that. He wasn't capable of it. She knows it. She believes.]
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I just was... trying to help him and now I might have really...
[His voice trails off and his expression becomes more open; vulnerable and lined with guilt]
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[It's... probably a lot like she feels now.] Sometimes there are things that we are powerless to stop, and we have to live with that. There are many things I cannot do. But if I blamed myself for all the things I could not do, I would give up and stop trying.
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I just... It's hard to fight when you feel like you hardly even know yourself anymore..
[It's the most he'll say for now]
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[ Soft, always loving.]
Family should be there for each other after all.
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Even if it's something like this..?
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