◊ 6th Contract | Video

Sep 26, 2011 09:46

[No sooner than the video came into focus did the sight of a blond lying on the ground near the dreamberry is evident ( Read more... )

traumatized, more angsties, canon update mindf**kery

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purethingsonly September 28 2011, 23:11:24 UTC
...B-brother...?

[Her voice is small... timid... worried. Her brother seemed... disturbed yet again. Just one more thing that seemed to be going right over her head. How pitiful. Why... did it feel like her brother was going further and further away from her...? And she didn't understand any of it.]

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substrictus September 29 2011, 00:09:35 UTC
[The sound of his sister's voice is enough to shake him from his thoughts, jumping a bit before he turned his gaze to her]

A-Ada!

I... Are you alright?

[He was more focused on her than his own mindset honestly.]

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purethingsonly September 29 2011, 00:19:15 UTC
Of course I'm alright...

[That wasn't even a question. He was the one acting strange again.]

Are you...?

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substrictus September 29 2011, 00:26:24 UTC
...Not really.

I did something horrible, Ada..

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purethingsonly September 29 2011, 00:29:03 UTC
...you can tell me.

[No matter what it was... she would not look at him any differently. She told herself that.]

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substrictus September 29 2011, 00:43:20 UTC
[Ttly not even able to look at her, he grimaces a bit and hesitates visible]

I let my guard down and... someone attacked Leo through me.

I think... I think I might have killed him..

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purethingsonly September 29 2011, 00:49:36 UTC
....

[It's painful to hear. But the things that hurts her the most... is that her brother is ready to blame himself.]

...but it wasn't you.

[She knows. She believes. She would never believe that Oz would do that. He wasn't capable of it. She knows it. She believes.]

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substrictus September 29 2011, 14:49:00 UTC
...I feel like... it was. I couldn't stop it.

I just was... trying to help him and now I might have really...

[His voice trails off and his expression becomes more open; vulnerable and lined with guilt]

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purethingsonly September 29 2011, 16:30:47 UTC
That doesn't make it your fault...

[It's... probably a lot like she feels now.] Sometimes there are things that we are powerless to stop, and we have to live with that. There are many things I cannot do. But if I blamed myself for all the things I could not do, I would give up and stop trying.

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substrictus October 13 2011, 03:04:39 UTC
[Those words unintentionally strike a nerve in him and he just simply shakes his head. If only Ada understood the entirety of the situation he knew things might be different but he could never try to explain to her something so horrible]

I just... It's hard to fight when you feel like you hardly even know yourself anymore..

[It's the most he'll say for now]

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purethingsonly October 22 2011, 00:32:44 UTC
If you ever feel like that then... I want to be able to remind you who you are.

[ Soft, always loving.]

Family should be there for each other after all.

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substrictus October 29 2011, 20:58:17 UTC
I... but... you'd really do that for me, Ada?

Even if it's something like this..?

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