Warning: Blood, Dark Imagery & a bit of thoughts not quite sane. Effects: (optional) Feelings of horror, fear, insecurity and at the end a bit of phantom pain in your chest.
[For the longest time-- she stares. Her eyes had been glued on the dream the entire time; horrified, but unable to turn away from it. Because it's not just a dream to her, no matter what her brother says. Her instincts tell her differently and maybe she's wrong, but she can't shake the feeling. Those people... the cloaks... the words... it all reminded her of the stories of her youth. Of the Abyss.
And when she remembered what happened before she came here...
Did... Oz have to kill someone? How... how could she support him? What could she do for him? It obviously weighed on him heavily, so she couldn't simply ignore it. She loved her brother no matter what happened. But how did she let him know that and support him? Could she? Was she strong enough? Could she help him?
When she finally got over her indecisiveness, she forced herself to respond. But her face gave away many of her emotions.]
4/4 JESUS. I AM DONE I SWEAR. /ragequitspurethingsonlyJuly 16 2011, 01:21:23 UTC
No matter what happens, you'll always be my big brother.
[Maybe it's silly but... she wants him to know that... no matter what happens, it won't change her feelings. He could never make her think less of him. And maybe he isn't her 'big' brother anymore, but he'll always be so to her. Things as she remembers them were... dangerous and frightening. She too wanted to fight
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B-Baww Adaaaaaa ;A; <3substrictusJuly 16 2011, 01:54:10 UTC
[It strikes a chord within him; to know his sister of all people had to see that mess of a dream.. or rather a nightmare. A pale reflection of past events. A part of him was scared and afraid because he didn't know how she'd act seeing him like that.
Knowing he had killed someone and was like that before.
It was sickening.
Though when she spoke, there were no hateful words. Instead hearing her say that she'd always call him that. That she wouldn't think any less of him is what it meant... which meant she knew he'd had to kill someone and still could say that. His eyes go wide and he looks back to the dreamberry with so many emotions clear on his face that he can't even hide; or rather that he can't.]
[Only his sister could say that so wholeheartedly and mean it, even after she pretty much had seen that he'd killed someone and how warped his mindset had become recently..]
Eheh.. you think so?
I mean... i'm not complaining or anything. I'm... really glad to hear it~
[She doubts she is the only one, but she is one hundred percent sure of herself. If her brother was warped, it wasn't his fault, but the result of everything he had suffered and fought to overcome so that wasn't necessarily a bad thing.]
Mm. You're still such a strong person...
I'm a little jealous.
[She laughs, but it's true. She wishes she was stronger too.]
And when she remembered what happened before she came here...
Did... Oz have to kill someone? How... how could she support him? What could she do for him? It obviously weighed on him heavily, so she couldn't simply ignore it. She loved her brother no matter what happened. But how did she let him know that and support him? Could she? Was she strong enough? Could she help him?
When she finally got over her indecisiveness, she forced herself to respond. But her face gave away many of her emotions.]
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O-Oz...
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[Maybe it's silly but... she wants him to know that... no matter what happens, it won't change her feelings. He could never make her think less of him. And maybe he isn't her 'big' brother anymore, but he'll always be so to her. Things as she remembers them were... dangerous and frightening. She too wanted to fight ( ... )
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Knowing he had killed someone and was like that before.
It was sickening.
Though when she spoke, there were no hateful words. Instead hearing her say that she'd always call him that. That she wouldn't think any less of him is what it meant... which meant she knew he'd had to kill someone and still could say that. His eyes go wide and he looks back to the dreamberry with so many emotions clear on his face that he can't even hide; or rather that he can't.]
...Even knowing... all of that?
How I am now..?
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[She nods her head, firm and resolute. But her features soften, and she smiles a bit.]
I don't think you've changed.
[If anything, he was afraid of the choice he made then and he seemed to want to take it back or deny it, but that wouldn't help matters.]
You're still the same as I remember you.
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Eheh.. you think so?
I mean... i'm not complaining or anything. I'm... really glad to hear it~
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Mm. You're still such a strong person...
I'm a little jealous.
[She laughs, but it's true. She wishes she was stronger too.]
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[Her kind words are enough to make his cheeks flush a light pink and he raises his hands up before him] Y-You don't need to be jealous of me, Ada.
Really!
[Though damn if it didn't make him feel better hearing it]
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