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New lows, dear papa, new lows. I never did think well of people in general, but this I did not expect. It's like there's a whole new nasty thing in this house. Are we doing the right thing? Would I have done better just to hide my emotions like always. I feel weak, gross, selfish, helpless. I can't stop looking back, I can never stop looking back. And I never look forward. I might as well be blind.
I can't feel anything, and at times I feel too much. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever feel anything real again. I hate not being able to know what will happen.
Now I have 50 pages of AP Gov to read, for a test I will not pass, for a class I can't force myself to care about.
I can't feel anything, and at times I feel too much. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever feel anything real again. I hate not being able to know what will happen.
Now I have 50 pages of AP Gov to read, for a test I will not pass, for a class I can't force myself to care about.