"Tough times never last. Tough people do."

Apr 05, 2006 12:45



My goodness. I'm so completely at a loss for all of this…I feel like someone has just taken me from the dirt, and as if the mud spots on my shirt and fading scratches on my face were not enough, they tossed me off the cliff.

I cant even pass this test. What does it take? What is the logic in an 105 question test on algebra. What does that measure? A mans character? Certainly not. A mans intelligence? By no means. And now I hear I'm going to have to take some class just to learn to "pass" it.

I'm not an idiot. I'm not stupid. I'm in A.P. history, and I do well in it, in spite of how I complain. I feel like I'm special ed. Or something though. I feel myself breaking. All I want is to be like the rest of you…

I checked out today I was so delusional. I don’t know why, though. I'm nothing but some big heap of disappointments next to sam, who I'm sure could pass this thing in 7th grade.

Whatever. I give up. I've emptied myself to life anyways…and feel like I have nothing left t ogive to the one whos given me everything...

What do I have. A home. Food. More than most…then why does it all feel so alone…

"when I see you a blanket of stars, covers me in my bed."
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