Feb 07, 2006 18:21
Andrea Bracsho: why cant all guys be like seton? thats gonna be my a.m.
yes. that's what I've been saying for years!
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well, I'm feeling another one of those lengthy, descriptive, life learning updates...the one where I get that look in my eyes by the time I start to wrap the whole thing up. you know what I mean...the kind sordav like when your dad walks in and says “(Your name here), let’s talk about sex.”
I reread that and realized it was a bad joke.
a really bad joke.
but I don't care. so I decided to leave it.
ANYWAYS...
And in recent news I failed miserably on my A.P. History exam.
And my geometry exam.
And my biology exam.
And my health exam.
Yes, I said health exam.
But I also got my permit today, and my braces off earlier this week. So I guess it all balances out…or not.
God has been showing me much lately, and I’m starting to see that it’s nothing but my own sin that obscures His grace from me in times when I call. He’s answering; I’m just staring gat a wall of sin and listening with earplugs on.
Better take those things out.
But tearing down walls of sin isn’t always easy. And sometimes you need others to help you knock um down.
But other times, you’ve gatta tackle um on your own. Of course, your not really “alone”, because the Big Man’s right there beside ya, but as far as others go, helping you out and such, you pretty much there yourself.
But it’s these times, when you least expect it, least anticipate it, that God pulls someone new and influential into your life. Someone that gives you just a 360 degree turn around.
I think this person has kindav arrived. I just don’t wanna except it. Why? I don’t know. But I do believe Mrs. Chelsea Hutchins when she says: “We ask for advice when we know the answer, but we wish we didn’t.”
Someone so amazingly beautiful…standing here, trying, but I’m being gay and stupid.
And have earplugs on.
On another note, sophomore year has been kindav slumpish but also FREAKING AMAZNIG, and a blast.
And I spoke at 1st priority Thursday, and that was defiantly…nerve racking.
Haha. Kidding. I really enjoyed the whole thing. It was truly a blessing.
But anywho, I hope everyone is doing pretty sweet, and enjoying their fancy dinners and funny movies…
Or whatever ya’ll are doing these days.
Haha.
And, keep Brascho in your prayers for me. If you don’t know Brashco…you should defiantly consider meeting her. She more or less taught me all that I know when it comes to pimping and such.
…(kidding)…
Hey,
Don’t forget about those stars now.
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-Me on Friday, October 7th, at 7:40 pm...
and at least I know Im walking...
getting past things like walls and such.
plus Im a better speller now. (thats always a plus.)