Apr 28, 2012 23:23
Haven't done one of these in a while...
"The only thing standing between you and your goal is the bullshit story you keep telling yourself as to why you can't achieve it."
Well...
I joined a business referral site called "Thumbtack.com". After joining, I got my first request for a bid, for an hour photo session at the beach. I had a minor panic attack but eventually managed to send a response. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?) I didn't get chosen.
On Friday, I had another request, this time for a children's portrait session. I manage to react and submit a price. Now I just got invited to submit a bid for a graduation party in Orlando.
Honest to God, I just feel like turning off the computer and burning the monitor, just to be safe... It's a fairly sizable panic, and I'm not sure over what. If I didn't want to get photographic jobs, why do I have a website, and advertise my "business" online?
On the plus side, this is probably closer to what I have been doing lately... The last couple of non paid gigs were events in Tampa, one a baseball clinic and the other a Scouting ceremony. On the other hand, this is a real paying job, and this makes it scary for some reason.
I'll probably end up submitting something, as soon as I can figure out what to charge... Every time I think of a "reasonable" rate I ger "sticker shock", which is silly because the -customer- is supposed to be the one getting shocked...
depression,
doom!,
qotd,
hopes and dreams,
photography