Jan 02, 2009 18:15
It’s hard to believe that in a few months I would have not updated my live journal for close to two years. The amount of time that I have lived here in London. I have to say that since I have moved here my life has been stagnant, not like that’s a bad thing but with moving here to be with Merico; my once predominant search for the right man stopped. Our relationship has seen hard times and good times too. In June we took the dive and decided to move in together. Although this was a natural progression of the relationship, being with someone who is deaf and blind can have its own variations on how the relationship would actually work. Coming to the realization that the relationship its self was far from any normality was a grasp that I had to endure through. Realization of the fact that things couldn’t be done the way that I wanted them too, and that compromises had to be made to better the relationship. Personal sacrifice was felt on both ends of the spectrum, but as I now fear having to move out soon that I come to realize that the personal sacrifice on my end may out weight his.
Still life moves on and 2009 looks to be a promising year. I am now entering my second semester of college where I’ve decided to take the plunge between either going into acting or become a news reporter. While my hopes, dreams, and aspirations wanted me to go into acting the side that knows what it’s like to live like an actor also played a factor. I made the decision based on the fact that I would be able to have a career that would get me on TV out there meeting people with the financial and independent type of freedom that I wanted to ensure that I would still be able to continue with the ability to still act. Needless to say that I did very well for my first semester and have come out with an A average or 3.7 GPA.
I have met some very interesting people returning to school and enjoy the friendships that I have made. Eric arrived in London close to a year ago; we lived together in a house with other people and then parted when I moved in with Merico. Kaylee has been a strong player in my life in London. Although at first Kaylee was in a relationship with Geoff they broke up allowing for me and Ky to get to know each other very well. Come the end of summer Ky and I will be looking to get an apartment together. The reasoning behind that is a long winded story but has much to do with Merico. Needless to say the decision doesn’t completely come from him as there is much more that factors in (such as location)
I became an uncle in 2008 and have yet to meet my niece. Summer Victoria Scott is her name and she is as cute as a button - or so I have heard. my parents are overwhelmed with joy as they spoil the child the best that they can.
keep your chin up.
Today is the dream that you dreamt yesterday.