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I feel sickly angry with life right about now. All I do is work and sleep and work and sleep. I can never go out to do anything and even when I do get a day off I'm too tired or too broke to do it. The only thing to do really is go to the bars and I deal with drunk people every day at my job I don't want to go out and deal with it more. (Also this makes you weird to be a 24 year old and not want to get shitfaced at the bars every night. My customers tell me this every time I tell them I don't really like going out to the bars. Even the 40-50 year olds we get in).
I could find something to do up in Toledo there's the art museum and that would be cool, but the gas money to get their stresses me out. A new bill collector calls every single day. I watch people I know PLEADING for money because they or their SO got locked up in jail and "it wasn't their fault please help me get them out" (Oh yes it's not your fault you got caught with coke, or that you didn't pay your child support or skipped out on court. None of those things are peoples faults. I am slowly starting to chip away at my 10,000 dollars worth of medical debt. So yeah... there's my update the only thing that even seems to be going remotely well is me and Virgil.
I could find something to do up in Toledo there's the art museum and that would be cool, but the gas money to get their stresses me out. A new bill collector calls every single day. I watch people I know PLEADING for money because they or their SO got locked up in jail and "it wasn't their fault please help me get them out" (Oh yes it's not your fault you got caught with coke, or that you didn't pay your child support or skipped out on court. None of those things are peoples faults. I am slowly starting to chip away at my 10,000 dollars worth of medical debt. So yeah... there's my update the only thing that even seems to be going remotely well is me and Virgil.