I thought teenage angst was supposed to lessen once we all weren't teenagers any more
basically there was this party.
aaaand two of my friends (let's call them friend A and B) who I introduced a while ago and on that day decided they were going to get married and have superhistorian children and everything
welp they were there, and so was the ex boyfriend of friend B, and those two occasionally hook up from time to time.
And the teenage angst bit comes in that everyone was really really drunk and friend A came to me really folorn (and I hardly ever see him anything other than cheerful or content) and told me that he wanted to kiss friend B, who was still cosying up with the ex.
now friend B had told me that she had no plans to sleep with anyone at this party, and that I should stop her if she gave any hints of wanting to.
So I tucked a tiny note into her bra then I went to sleep (which I don't normally do at parties. I usually stay up the whole night)
and kinda hid when she came looking for me.
and she and the ex slept (without doing anything) in the study where no-one found them
okay here's what I was doing as all of this was going on. After getting rather drunk myself I decided all I wanted was cuddles and sleep. So I went in search of a place to rest my head and came into the first room. There was Pukka and a lady friend in there. (Pukka spent a lot of time flirting with all the girls, including me. A lot) but they let me have a bit of room. and yay cuddles. But then, this really utterly fucked off his face dude came and bundled on top of us all for about half an hour. (face tucked into my neck and I literally couldn't move. So I giggled a lot) and friend A bundled on top of him
so then once cuddlecentral became The Party room I went in the host's bedroom with the intent of more cuddles and sleep, but Utterly Fucked Dude almost passed out in the corridor, and just muttered "BOOBS" at two minute intervals for the whole of that time until we got him into a bed and in the end host and he ended up sleeping together.
So then I heard that Friend B and Ex were missing (because the study is really tucked out the way) and so I rolled out of the bed and had a tired look round.
Then I had a long conversation with another friend about how I'm "always responsible" at parties. I just prefer all my friends to be happier and not puking rather than anything else.
but yeah
ugh
it was just.
sad.
because she has no feelings for him and I hope to god this was just a passing whim on his part because it would break my heart to see him go after another of my unattainble friends and :(:(:(
and the two day party turned into two one day parties and the second one is somewhere that I don't even know the name of, and don't really know the host either
so I'm home and watching Primeaval first series
aaaand two of my friends (let's call them friend A and B) who I introduced a while ago and on that day decided they were going to get married and have superhistorian children and everything
welp they were there, and so was the ex boyfriend of friend B, and those two occasionally hook up from time to time.
And the teenage angst bit comes in that everyone was really really drunk and friend A came to me really folorn (and I hardly ever see him anything other than cheerful or content) and told me that he wanted to kiss friend B, who was still cosying up with the ex.
now friend B had told me that she had no plans to sleep with anyone at this party, and that I should stop her if she gave any hints of wanting to.
So I tucked a tiny note into her bra then I went to sleep (which I don't normally do at parties. I usually stay up the whole night)
and kinda hid when she came looking for me.
and she and the ex slept (without doing anything) in the study where no-one found them
okay here's what I was doing as all of this was going on. After getting rather drunk myself I decided all I wanted was cuddles and sleep. So I went in search of a place to rest my head and came into the first room. There was Pukka and a lady friend in there. (Pukka spent a lot of time flirting with all the girls, including me. A lot) but they let me have a bit of room. and yay cuddles. But then, this really utterly fucked off his face dude came and bundled on top of us all for about half an hour. (face tucked into my neck and I literally couldn't move. So I giggled a lot) and friend A bundled on top of him
so then once cuddlecentral became The Party room I went in the host's bedroom with the intent of more cuddles and sleep, but Utterly Fucked Dude almost passed out in the corridor, and just muttered "BOOBS" at two minute intervals for the whole of that time until we got him into a bed and in the end host and he ended up sleeping together.
So then I heard that Friend B and Ex were missing (because the study is really tucked out the way) and so I rolled out of the bed and had a tired look round.
Then I had a long conversation with another friend about how I'm "always responsible" at parties. I just prefer all my friends to be happier and not puking rather than anything else.
but yeah
ugh
it was just.
sad.
because she has no feelings for him and I hope to god this was just a passing whim on his part because it would break my heart to see him go after another of my unattainble friends and :(:(:(
and the two day party turned into two one day parties and the second one is somewhere that I don't even know the name of, and don't really know the host either
so I'm home and watching Primeaval first series