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I haven't updated in a looong time so I figured hell, why not. Lifes been better than it was a year ago at this time, I'm not as confused, nor does it hurt all the time. Jim and I are doing good. I haven't seen any of my friends lately, other than Jim. I'm sorry to everyone, I really am. I'm sure some of you think I'm a total bitch for not talking to you guys and I feel horrible for it but I hardly ever have time and you all know why and most of you probably hate me for it. It doesn't help that I never see any of you during school and most of you don't make the effort ot see me except for Nettie (by the way I'll see if you can come over this weekend kay hun? if you can if not we'll have to shoot for some other time, just call and we'll think of something)I think everyone else gave up, Or they just think they're going to get ignored when Jim's around..but I don't think they will. Well sorry all. I still love you all the same even though the feeling isn't mutual. Things are getting screwed up and I'm not even noticing it anymore...stupid me..*sighs*