FUCK!
I seriously cant stand my "father". I try to do him a fucking favor and i get bitched at when i didnt even have to do that favor at all. I was helping him. Im just sick of all the shit i do for him and get nothing in return. And im saying all this as i hear him in the othre room bitching about me. Really fucking cute. And of course the other week was priceless. When he tried to send me to the harbor. Yea i dont really know. He needs to be put on some type of medication. . . seriously. Then maybe he wouldnt be such a fucking prick. And school isnt much better. The thing is that i try i really do but nothing comes out of it. But im not gonna give up. I cant turn out like my mom. I dont know i guess ill try until i cant anymore. It just all blows. Anytime anything in my life is good the next day its bad. Of course because thats my luck. I have shitty luck. As i see all the rich and snotty fucking cunt get whatever the hell they want. They say money cant buy happieness, yea fucking right. It would make my dad in such a better mood. But i dont really know. At least Ashlee Anthony and Jesica make me happy. Execpt for that one thing. And i have Corey bitching in my other ear of course. It just sucks. Ill try though, not like im not trying now but i guess ill have to try harder. Well im gonna go because well i dont really know why but my fingers are kinda tired.♥