Jomar left today
I know its only three weeks, but they just got back! I had to drive him to the base at 5am this morning, and all I wanted to do was drive him back home and wished this wasnt happening. I cried the whole was home and then cried myself to sleep. (I'm still crying) I miss my husband so much. And now I'm here by myself. Well not completely by myself, I have my two puppies. CoCo and Tiberius. They need some training, and that will keep me busy for the three weeks. Last night we went to Providence Place mall in Rhode Island, and had dinner at Dave and Busters. I had so much fun playing the games with him. But I couldnt help but think that in a few hours he would be gone. We've both been through the separation and each time its the same, hard. What makes this worse is that they just got back from there six months. Its not fair, and I dont think it ever will be. But with every run they make, I make a few goals to have accomplished when he returns. I want to have a job, a nice job. And have a few tricks to show him with the dogs. Things like that make it go by faster. But it doesnt change that I miss him. I really do. He couldnt take his wedding ring with him, so he gave it me, and I'm wearing it on a chain. He's still here with me. I'm lucky that I have friends to count on when I need them, like now. I think I'll call Shauna.