Aug 20, 2005 21:31
ah so its saturday night (right?) and I just had a small get-to-gether in my brand new ROOM!!! I'm back at school and I am one of the few people to have their entire room all set up and beautiful!!!! Y'all (yes i said y'all) will have to come and visit me because it is quite large and I have a big ol' futon that you can sleep on (VERrrrrrrrrrrrry COMFY~!)
Oh so yeah I have volleyball tryouts next week- I've been working out pretty consistantly (although tonight surely does not help the cause)! damnit- but still I went for a run this morning and I plan to get up tomorrow morning to do the same (or maybe do the actual vball workout).
Yeah so there is this guy- tyler (but not the same tyler as before, although this one is also from california). He goes to stevens tech (my brothers school), and he is so very tall ( 6' 8" , i believe) ahhhhhhhhhhhhh very nice, very good looking. . . so we've been talking (online mostly, but a bit on the phone too). He plays/played volleyball. . . and well I want him. I mean- we have pretty good conversations (although sometimes there are awkward pauses), but for the most part we keep a flowing convo. And, he says he is shy, (which goes with my history, only shy guys seem to like me) but at the same time, he seems "too cool for school" haha. But anyways, I'm being ridiculous, its super hard to start a long-distance relationship (even 2.5 hours is a stretch). . . but damn this kid is cool. . . we differ on some things, but you know. . . it's good with me, and hes chill. sooooooooooooo damnit! whatever. . . me=frustrated!
damn i just want to cuddle right now!!!!! with anybody
somebody
my teddy bear?
sigh