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ouch. well today was the worst day ever.
The surg went well. I appriciate what everyone has been doing for me lately,
but I'm just not very happy right now.
I like not doing anything, but not for long periods of time, like this, especially when I'm not exactly comfortable.
I'm fucked.
I've had too much time to think, i watched too many movies, decided on too many things.
I just want this whole process to be over with so I can just leave. I need to do something ridiculous when this is over with. I need to make a bad desicion.
I'm not myself right now.
Could you believe I'm still caught up on some of the same shit from 3 years ago?
cause i am
The surg went well. I appriciate what everyone has been doing for me lately,
but I'm just not very happy right now.
I like not doing anything, but not for long periods of time, like this, especially when I'm not exactly comfortable.
I'm fucked.
I've had too much time to think, i watched too many movies, decided on too many things.
I just want this whole process to be over with so I can just leave. I need to do something ridiculous when this is over with. I need to make a bad desicion.
I'm not myself right now.
Could you believe I'm still caught up on some of the same shit from 3 years ago?
cause i am