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wtf! he fucking says he's gonna call me and talk to me, and i've been waiting since sunday for him to call...and he says, no i got home late, no im at a movie, no i'll call you later, i promise we'll talk, i promise i promise i promise...but then he calls alex! when he knows i've been needing to talk to him!!!!fucking hell, i fucking give up...I GIVE UP CJ!!!!! im tired of being treated this way...fucking hell AGAIN! ...slowly...my list of real good friends starts to diminish...very slowly, as to cause me the most pain...yup...i hate my life...i hate myself.