Apr 05, 2004 20:17
WHAT...THE...FUCK. what the hell is wrong with people??? i mean come on! dammit, i can't friggin talk to someone without some else getting on their case...or my case, hen it's all like, o don't tell any1 that we talked...like they are fucking ashamed of what we talked about, that pisses me off sooo much! what your embarrassed to talk to me!? is that it? come on, after everything? i mean, why the fuck? am i like a source of shame to you? i guess so! everything we talked about must have went down the drain right? so i mean nothing to you, or you are just putting up one stupid front about it all. i don't want to deal with that shyt. so once you get your feelings str8 come and talk to me. if not then fuck off b/c i cannot believe you would say something like that to me. i hope you feel good, picking someone over the other. making me feel like shit, and prolly apologizing your ass off to the other person because you just care about them sooo much! dude that is soo wrong, things like that just wow, they don't get me angry...they get me pissed, meaning, im not yelling, im not screaming, im not anything...im cool and collected, and i have this fire burning inside of me...i could calmly punch a hole in the wall, or shoot someone kind of calm...or the calm you get right before you commit suicide...that has hurt me so much more than anything you've every said to me, because now i know it's all a fucking lie! and i thought things were changing...it's funny how your life can just alter from one moment to the next, wow i hope you know how you fucking hurt me by doing this today, i hope you know. man, and i thought you actually cared...i thought you would be the one person to prove me wrong about everything that im feeling, i thought you would be there to help me out. but naaaaahhhhhh you have to fuck me over again.i hope your fucking happy you bastard.
fuck now you got me crying again!!! i fucking hate you! i hate everything you did to me, and how you made me hurt, and how i thought you were special...w.e. man, im just give up on trying with you...i can't stand you doing thigs like this to me.
P.L.U.R.
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if only everyone followed P.L.U.R....the world would be so much better if they did...