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[subliminal_msg]

friday i attempted to let the truth out.
alcohol was my excuse. i believe hes still clueless.

saturday was a night of experimentation.
sobriety was my fear. i have no idea of the result.

whats happening to me.

the love i have hurts me. it makes me cry.
im sick of crying. just let me smile.
let me have security and stability in my life.

let me have something. let me have someone.

let me be desirable to someone i love.