l'été de l'amour
I think I'm in love. I'm trying to fight it and I'm also trying not to fight it. I can't concentrate very well, and my moods oscillate between anxiety and euphoria. When I don't fight it feels like bliss. I don't know how he feels and that is what kills me when I let it. That is why I try to fight it. It's an exercise in patience and self-control.