"recall the deeds as if their all, someone elses atrtocious stories."

[sublimexistance]

I love immaturity sometimes it really makes me laugh because people cant see how utterly retarded they are. I plan something so people get pissy cuz its too short of notice. So i simply dont bother to invite them because i KNOW they will say its too short of notice, i mean why waste the breathe when you know hte answer. So people get pissed when i

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[sublimexistance]

I am sorry to say that ive grown to dislike much less hate rika, but i dont see you hanging out with her or seeing her every week. I understand that you are good friends with her and yes she does have her good sides, but she has changed very much from when i met her in high school. And when you only see someone once every few weeks or months or however often, you dont see their true face and when you only talk to people hiding behind a computer monitor you can only see what they show you. The only way to truly know someone is to be close to them all the time and to be able to look them in the eyes. Im really sorry that i could lose a friend through the deciet and shroud of a messenger and ill never make that mistake again. Im not saying Rika is a bad person, im saying i made the mistake of being blinded by the mask of an instant messenger, I should have looked her in the eyes and told her these things, only then can you see the truth in someone. But dont judge me and tell me ive changed when you never knew me, and you are obvioously just as blind that you cant see the changes that rika has gone through.

[sublimexistance]

oh yeah...dont preach to me about convinience, I tried hard to please Rika and i even did things i probly would have never thought to do just to make her smile. I was drawn her Rika by her personality when i first met her only then to find out that she was a brilliant artist and a beautiful person. And i would kindly like to ask you not to get involved in affairs that you know nothing of because you only heard once side of the story. And when im not the only person that shares these many opinions it shows just how blind and bitter Rika could be to what her 'friends' were trying to tell her nicely, while she let us slip through her fingers.